I had a chat with my Guardian Angel this morning, something I find myself doing more and more this year. As the noise of the world gets louder and louder, I find the peace of going within the only effective remedy for staying sane.
Last week, I did an extended fast for the same reason… slow down, go within and realign. Before the fast, I had every intention of restarting the Tarot Hive Substack with at least weekly newsletters. This morning, the question that wouldn’t leave me alone was, ‘Am I not only adding to the noise?’ So I put the question to my Guardian Angel, and she advised me to slow down even more, recalibrate and wait on God.
Looking at what the Tarot had to say about this, I have to smile. You can see the three cards I pulled for this above. The 4 of Cups is exactly how I feel, i.e. ‘What’s the point?’ Any ideas that are coming through now just keep me chained to a hamster wheel where I put out more and more content and see meagre results. At 55, I can’t keep doing this for the slight dopamine hit of a few likes and maybe one comment if I’m lucky.
At a practical level (food is unfortunately still not free on Earth), I have to figure things out. But, more importantly, with my North Node, Moon and Mars in Pisces, I have to realign spiritually. I’m not here to waste my time or yours by putting out digital content that nobody values. My MC is in innovative Aquarius, so putting things on repeat or trying to replicate success through conventional methods won’t work either.
My Pisces North Node (Queen of Cups) and Virgo South Node (King of Pentacles) need to have a chat. It’s important to me as a Capricorn Sun, Mercury and Venus that what I do is useful. I no longer feel that writing the Tarot Hive newsletter is useful.
I’m not going to delete the publication, but I’m stopping writing here. Those of you who, for whatever reason, wish to stay in touch can do so by:
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Blessed Bee!
That's so very interesting as I am feeling something deeply familiar and similar to you. I have reduced the amount I am writing as it is feeling quite full on. I wish you luck ✨ sending you massive Blessings, Namaste 🙏✨🕉️🦋